A need arises, a mind analysis. A need to log my minds wanderings from its very subtle thoughts to the emotions to the ideas. I am a Psychonaut, exploring the infinite universe within, trying to find out if there is a form despite the infinityness that I think exists on a surface level and if there is a form, try to analyze it from every possible angle that I can perceive it from. Mostly in this world of intense consumerism, where materialism is the new norm in which as part of the society we all are forced or we think we are forced into, I want to know if the forms I might encounter with during my inner explorations are created with these external forces of consumerism, if it is, how does it effect my mentality. This need to analyze or this fond to travel, was ignited by a certain mushroom, which showed me that I was just sitting at the shore of a sea in the mind when a whole ocean of infinite possibilities laid before me, waiting for me, forever.
I think this exploration is a must despite being fun, if I want to save myself, I must save everyone and if I want to save everyone, I must save myself. As Andrey Tarkovsky puts it "Everyone can be saved only if each saves himself"
